Luvin Someone Else


there are reasons why i cant luv u
answers left unknown
i've hurt u in so many unspeakable ways,
and now it seems as if da tables have turned
da last tyme i was in ur arms,
i asked myself if i should really be here
never did i think i could stop luvin u
but im slippin away jus as we speak
all i've been capable of my whole life,
was to stand by and watch u leave
to watch u walk away from things
dat always been unyielding and sacred to me
i've managed to hurt u, and baby i take all da blame
da images still haunt me
as da memories drive me insane
u look at me, knoein i would give up
anythin to stay
i keep thinkin one day
i'll find da courage to luv u again.
wen i still havent found away.
u knoe dat i luv u more den life itself
but i've given up so much for u
dat i no longer recognize myself
i made a mistake
of trustin u more den i had trust myself
and now u're spendin ur whole life
luvin somebody else....

My Dream



i had a dream dat will never come true,
i dreamt u luved me da way i luv u
moonlite mist fell over da land,
i looked at u and u took my hand
we walked through da stars to da Milky Way,
side-by-side den u started to say,
stay wit me forever and ill stay wit u,
and luvin each other's da only thing we'll do
den i woke up and started to cry,
realizin da whole thing, was only a lie
i had a dream dat will never come true,
i dreamt u luved me, da way i luv u

Luv Dat Lost

suddenly it all comes to an end
da one u really cared for now is a friend
i sit here and watch as u move on
not realizin wat i had is gone
i didnt knoe wat i wanted or wat to do
i was afraid dat i felt in luv wit u
luv was something i never felt or knew
until my feelings for u grew and grew
i stay up thinking of u all nite long
it seemed like everything i did was wrong
even though our relationship came to an end

but im so happy dat we're still friends
there is nothing else i can say or do
except dat i will always luv u.



In My Dreams"


I see couples walking in da hall
Huggin, kissin, luvin, and all
I had a dream dat, dat was u and me
I thought it would happen eventually
And in my dream I was holding u
I said "I Luv U" and u said it too
We walked together everywhere
I touched u softly, while caressing ur hair
U put ur head on me to rest
Da thing my shoulder is used for best
In my dream I made everything rite
To suit ur gentle body all through da nite
Nothing could go wrong in my dream
But den I woke up, I jus wanted to scream!!!
After dat I could not sleep
I tried everything even countin sheep
But all I could do was think of u
And all da things I could not do
Cuz in reality, like today
U'll never let me treat u dat way
I wish I could but it wont come true
I should never admit dat I LUV U
And I thought of dis all through da nite
Only in my dreams can I hold u tight...